Spiritual Main Character Breakthrough
My life has been a series of Tower moments recently.
(If you’re into Tarot, you know: the Tower is when the Universe knocks down everything that isn’t real—so something stronger can rise. Truth bombs, belief collapses, perspective shifts. Yeah… those.)
But these weren’t the fall-apart-on-the-bathroom-floor kind of moments.
These were quiet, soul-deep earthquakes—the kind that shake loose all the old limiting beliefs you didn’t even realize you were still carrying.
For the past 7 years I’ve been on this healing journey and since the beginning of 2025, it’s been heavy and like the Universe is telling me, “You need to finish this now.”
So it started sending everything all at once.
Lesson after lesson. Shift after shift.
And honestly? It’s a lot. My head is spinning and I’ve barely had time to process it all.
But last night, I sat with it.
I sat with my Tower moments. And I saw it clearly:
1. The gym moment where I didn’t overthink, edit, or perform.
I just was, and it felt powerful.
I spoke to my crush and was 100% myself - not because I was comfortable with him, but because I was finally comfortable with ME!
2. Last Friday when I realized that my mindset shifted on something I never thought it would!
This one was huge. For the longest time, I had this quiet fear in the back of my mind—
“What if I’m meant to be single forever?”
And somewhere deep down, that felt like a life not worth living.
It felt like… my kids are what’s keeping me going.. for now!
But last Friday?
I felt something shift.
I caught myself getting excited about all the travel I want to do. The foods I want to taste. The hobbies I still haven’t discovered.
And I realized: Even if I stay single, my life will still be rich. Full. Mine.
3. The message from my Guides
Okay, yes—I fully believe my Guides talk to me through TikToks, Instagram quotes, and random YouTube videos. 😂
And last night, they came in strong.
They reminded me:
I am the Tower.
I shake things.
I wake people up.
I move energy.
I change lives by simply being who I am.
(Also: TikTok told me my dream job is Carrie Bradshaw and I’ve never felt a bigger “HECK YES” in my body.)
So right now, I am no longer in the healing phase, it’s time for me to integrate and embody.
I AM this new version of myself, I just need a moment to get to know her.
What she likes.
What her habits are.
What lights her up.
I’m not reaching for her anymore.
I am her.
And now, it’s just about living like it—day by day.
This is the most beautiful liminal space:
Not lost.
Not waiting.
Not unsure.
Just… adjusting to my own power.
Getting used to feeling this grounded.
Getting used to not spiraling after a cute guy talks to me at the gym.
Getting used to waking up without the ache of needing to be loved by someone else to make life worth living.
Getting used to building the love story with me.
My Guides weren’t just confirming.
They were celebrating.
They’re saying:
“She’s ready now.
Let’s send the messages.
Let’s drop the signs.
Let’s whisper the career hints.
Let’s bring the men who reflect her glow.
Let’s open the door to the aligned timeline.
She’s not surviving anymore.
She’s creating.”
So tonight - I am taking a minute.
To soak it all in.
Breathe with the bigness of this shift.
Because this is a spiritual main character breakthrough.
And I’m here for it, espresso in hand.
Coffee cheers,
Nadia
